So I was browsing through my blog and I came across one of my pity party "woe is me" posts about the last guy I was with. I'm sure my blog is filled with them, but this is just the first one I laid eyes on.
I emphasized a lot about how I was immature and how I wasn't done exploring new things. The only thing I rested on his shoulders was that he didn't put in enough effort.
I'm with a guy now, who blows that last one out of the water. It's a testament to how I've been treated in the past, let me tell you. He won't let me pay for anything, ever (it's a little frustrating sometimes), he's literally become good friends with my parents, he's met my friends, he works night shift but will stay up for over 24 hours to see me, he'll drive an hour to my house just to see me for 30 minutes before he goes to work, he's willing to visit me at school as much as I want, he listens when I say "no," he texts me good morning and good night. And the biggest thing he did that no guy has ever done for me before? Asks me and makes sure that I get off during sex. He takes it as a personal defeat if I don't, it's really quite cute.
That whole paragraph is full of things that he does, that no one else has ever bothered or even attempted to do. I'm sure I'm even missing a few things! This whole situation actually makes me angry that I've never expected more out of a guy than for him to like me. In the past I've gotten a few dinners, a movie date here or there, but no real chivalry. And certainly no one who gave a shit about how I felt in bed.
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