I didn't think that having a new roommate would hit me this hard, I at least didn't think I would cry until I saw the room or something. The new girl seems nice, it just makes Rachel's passing away a very final reality. It doesn't help that there is nothing I can do about it.
Also, everyone is talking about getting a tattoo in memory of Rae, and I like that idea in theory. I've never gotten a tattoo before, and it's not because I don't like them, it's because they're permanent. If I'm going to have to look at it forever, I better like it forever. I just need time to process and think about it. Like three years kind of time.
I'm slow, don't act surprised.
I just want to be sure of what I want, it won't magic eraser off my body if I change my mind last minute.
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