The L word.
It's the scariest word I've ever heard of. It sends shivers down my spine and it makes my heart pound just a little bit faster then it should. It gives me anxiety. It brings tears to my eyes. It's the thing I crave, but won't give and am not sure to take.
I'll never want to admit to it. Because what if I do, and later find out it's not real? It was just a fake, a setup in my head sent insincerely from yours. I don't want to be a fool. Baby, don't make me a fool. I couldn't handle it again.
I think about you to much, want to see you to much. You could crush me to easily and I don't like that. You have the power to make me human.
I don't want to love you.
I refuse.
It's to easy to be mistreated
Or misused
You tell me pretty things
But honey it'll take a lot
Because when it comes to head games
I'd really rather not
You're trying to prove your worth
And I appreciate it, I do
But that doesn't make me less afraid
To fall in love with you
I wish it could be easy
Wish I knew it wouldn't hurt
But wishing won't get me anywhere
Except left in the dirt
You make all these promises
And I'd like to think they're true
But sweetheart
I'm just not allowed to fall in love with you
confession for the day?
It's taking every ounce of power I have not to push you away.
"I don't want to love you.
ReplyDeleteI refuse.
It's to easy to be mistreated
Or misused"
Loved it! :)
Love is scary... but totally worth it! I think... Hahah I might be saying this just because it's Valentine's Day, but... idk, give it a try!
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haha, well I'm glad you liked it:)
ReplyDeleteI don't know about the love thing yet. I'll just have to take it one step at a time, but I'm sure you'll know what will happen because I blog just about EVERYTHING lol.