I'm 20, I don't think I did a birthday post this year, but it's important that you know that I'm sitting here on the very cusp of my 20's, eager to see what lays before me. I also have a boyfriend and I've posted a good bit of pictures on here of us in case you need a face to match to the stories. We've been dating a little over 5 months (not very long, yet forever at the same time) and his 25th birthday is in January.
Excuse me while I panic, but he sees me as his forever. Like, those words pretty much came out of his mouth. Worse, "marriage" came out of his mouth.
I can't even explain how panicked that makes me feel, and even just a little caged in. Yet it's totally endearing at the same time. I'm not upset, I'm just marveling at the fact that someone thinks they can put up with my shit 24/7.
Also, I'm ready to live on my own, pay rent, and be an adult...but I'm not ready to be
that kind of adult. In the mean time, I'll enjoy my boyfriend and try not to think about how absolutely bat shit crazy he must be.
xoxo